MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Wednesday, November 26, 2008~~

Holz been fun.

Sat was a surprise combo. yang, alvin and jon came over my place. Its like wow! haha...alvin came earliest..yang cabbed here so forgave him, but tt lousy jon, he was...2.5hrs late!!! See hw guys can drag their time more than girls? He's lucky its at my place and its holz now. lol. Played dai dee...watched tv..had dinner and mahjong! haha...it was a new combination too. haha..tot it wud be weird but hoho..lotsa jokes and laughter. Heng heard the combo and said yang and i bully the 2 lor..but no lor..2nd round jon's power showed lor. Lol. Overall no nett lost. LOl. They stayed till 2+am and yang wanted to psycho me to cont at his place cos he wanted to watch soccer but i refused cos i've got family lunch next day. So conclusion? We went down mac to chit-chat till 4+am den they cabbed to his place to slack further while i went hm. HoHO.

Sun was a mini busy day. Went to eat lunch, den to gran's hse. Been a long time since i've visited. She looks much stronger and healthier now. Hai, the whole yr was a tough yr for my aunties who took care of her. She has been frequently ICU and the tows from the routine tired all of them out. Luckily she was blessed to be better. Watched some tv with her, spoke to her with my broken cantonese and kinda stared out at the sea for a long time (their place was near east coast). Went home to rest for 30min and heng weiling and cong came for mj! haha..played for quite a while den heng say we were quite quiet and i tot we were quite ok. Think all the jokes at the mj table ran out after 2 days. Lol. but it was ok lar...nt total silence..just occasional silence. We hav 1 mth to make things rite! hhahahahahah...it was my lucky day, won quite alot. hoho.

Then yest went to shop for some essentials. bought my 2009 diary! Woohoo. my secretary. its so impt. den...repaired my old watch and bought a new one for 5 bucks at bugis street. haha..and bought a new backpack. hehe...guess wad, its purple again. lOl. the shop uncle was like, u like happy bags huh. i was like, y? and he say cos its purple ma... maybe he meant it was gay...and gay = happy. hope it will last my hostel life for more than a yr? haha..bought my white musk too. enough for tt day. meant only to go out and have lunch with him and who noes. reach hm and by noon my WHOLE family's back, incl my sis. So we played...erm...yeah..played..and i was forced to watch Saw V online with her. Eww. i could die. i screamed duno how many times. =.= Slpt from 10pm like tt till 5am...cos slpt too much, den woke for an hr plus and went back to slp till 9am today. Pig AGAIN.

Pack 75% of my room till 3pm. wow. and got frustrated when i decided to rest at 3pm and mum came in with MORE junk to ask me to pack from my sis room to my room. and why is tt so? SHE NEEDED THE SPACE. rubbish. den why she can clutter MY space when she wants MORE space. hai. Staying hm also cannot be left in peace. wanted to just stay hm today end up still got pulled out to chill with some ntu buds. haha..Eppy gg back, so we gotta meet for dinner be4 he fly off tml. End up was v fun lar. Only 5 of us today cos it was so last min, like 1.5hrs be4 den decided to meet, but yeah. had dinner + watch quantum of solace. Nv did i imagine i wud watch it but eppy wanna watch and he was the boss today. hahaha...as usual...not my cup of tea. But yeah. LOl...cant wait for Sat with more of 'em. hope it will be super fun. hekhek. *die pocket full of holes*

more more more to come....burn burn burn a hole....bo swee lar...haha...

1:35 AM

~~Friday, November 21, 2008~~

Yes. Bless the lord, muack muack muack muack muack. Everythings over. The bad has gone and only good things will come. christmas...outings..shoppings..movies...whatever. u name it, i'll do it. haha.

Brief recap abit on my inspection of my papers: 1 good, 2 average, 1 bad.

1 bad means no time to finish, means duno how to do, and means careless mistakes, altogether. quite disappointed cos i quite like org. chem. its so like grasp-able? is there even such a word? haha..but the methods are so vast tt my knowledge isn't well manipulated i guess. T.T on the brighter side, the 1 quite well done may give my results a hope of a good grade. however, its nt my core mod. its bio. always makes me wonder if this is the course i shld really take after such things happen. Bio is like my forte, my strength, seen it thru' my poly course, which nv really failed me. I m in Chem now, which gives me panick attacks every single time i take a paper or read abt it. Shld we ever just breeze thru' life, or shld we
take a wrong path and make it right? The forever lamenting me seemed to have chosen the latter and trying hard now to create my own sparks.

2 mediocre papers. my crime paper + my inorg. chem. crime paper too many readings too little effort to it. I tot i could breeze thru my ss paper with my crap, but the readings can mount to a hill. Hand-picked 1 qn and wham, bull's eye. Heng. But other sections v cui. my inorg. chem duno wad to say also. Everyone thinks its ok, i think its sucky. Its nt hard, its jus nt my interest. same like sth i've taken in poly. Everyone tot it was fine. I disliked the mod, the learnings and the lecturer. And my hatred got the better of me, i scored a C for tt. LOl. It better nt be e same for this..or else..^&$^%%@^. ha..

On another note, went to barney's bday in btw my finals. Happening as usual, that party boy. Made a night event with his frens, snacks, booze and happening music. It was fun overall. U GOTTA call me UR pal when i risk it all to come and rock my nite away instead of swimming in my books lar! and u made me do it twice in a row, last yr and this yr! U darn purple thang! haha. Didn't managed to get u to do all the forfeits cos u were sooo busy and in a half-drunk state but its orite, i had my fun. how can we let u off so easily without playing pranks rite? I noe u enjoyed it too. haha.. Happy 21st. tw, i love ur dad and his baby disco balls idea. Lol.

Currently, I m enjoying the freedom i've regained. haha. BUt i m savoring it slowly, bit by bit. I dun wanna party all at 1 shot and kill my zest as well as my pocket. lOl. Ended for 3 days alr, and i've been tasting every moment of it and its sweet. heh heh.

Wed after finals in the noon i went to chill with sch-mate, enjoying slow walks in city hall and finally resting our feet at coffee bean..chatting of nothings is best when u have a nice companion ard actually. haha..Then had dinner with her and him..chatted awhile more, den back home. Decided to spend my ever 1st time with my family. Watched tv and listen to them talk for quite awhile, catched up with my xing guangs and dance shows den slp. Nice
bed. Loving it. And i SLEPT TILL 1pm. ok, i slpt ard 5am. BUT..i was a pig. haha..did some packing, and made some desserts for family and all. hehe. it was heavenly tasting but terribling sinful. lOl.

WhaT say u with double-layered choc cake and mango puddings and choc almond biscuits?

Today i went to the national musuem!!! Sounds boring? NAh, u all shld be more CULTURED baby and dive into the artistry unit for a second baby. Come breathe the air of the Arts and u will noe wad i'm talking abt. Its uber fun. The fun thing is also u get to enjoy lotsa areas of art, and the technology is making things so smooth tt u can just go ALONE cos u have personal guided tours. Come try it urself. Woohoo. share some interesting ones here.

Luggages...Jailbirds..birdcages..bicycles..and cute spects..sounds fun to run!

Check out what "he" saw from tt peephole?
Saw my surname? and sexy vespa...

An exhibit abt still life. Recording STILl images from LIVE moving pple and creatures. Some creepy some excellent. See e man breathing in operation, man devouring raw meat, live panther and sexy brad pitt in his assassin's abs.

Random pics too. ANd yes, the chairs on ur top right are tilted. Smooth baby i got dizzy.

There are light plans tml too soo.....stay tuned. hehe...i m abso-freakin-lutely loving it. =pPp

"Yes indeed happy 17th, or i may think so. =) "

11:46 PM

~~Wednesday, November 12, 2008~~

2 days to horror.

y are the topics all so tough. i wanna suck my notes dry, inside out, upside down, burn it up and drink it, or whatever, just let it fuse in me.

syndromes of stress creeping in:

1. woke up to sweep, mop, clean, pack hostel room + washing of clothes and bedsheets. (again)

2. tried clicking on my mouse to flip the page of my notes on paper.

3. multiple trips to the toilet.

4. spontaneous slp attacks

5. hunger pangs at un-human time

6. panick attacks every now and then

reasons of why my tolerance running low for my hall-residents:

1. inconsiderate daily mahjong sessions till over 4am in the morning (when its BLOODY exam period now)

2. inconsiderate daily screaming and shouting across corriders till wee hrs

3. inconsiderate frequent blasting of tv from the rooms

4. inconsiderate bunking of their frens of opposite sex in their rooms (occasional is fine, but its often)

5. ill-disciplined JCRC comm that creates hall disorganisation

current plans after exams (more to be added) :

1. dive back into guitar

2. recommit to "theme hospital" or try "spore"

3. colour and highlight my hair (my hair has been black since be4 exams which is nt me)

4. send my 1st guitar husband for repair (the bridge flew apart)

5. meet up with frens + get involved in some activities

6. go genting to celebrate dad's bday

7. catch up with the world

i doubt i m gonna work. holiday is too short. suffered too much. but how to survive without cash?

By the way, i know many of u peeps out there are having ur november birthdays soon but it falls ALL along my exam dates (damn). Hereby wishing u all a big fat happy birthday k. Have a smashing celebration~

"i just wanna play my music all night long"

12:41 AM

~~Monday, November 10, 2008~~

sleepyhead just gotta get going.
sleepyhead just gotta get going.
sleepyhead just gotta get going.

3 days to finals. i m in 60% mode only. Mugging with friends in hall give me motivation but desperation too. Cos' they are doing past yr papers whilst I'm reading thru notes of the 1st time even. Its hilarious to study with them. I do stupid things too. DUnno if i can show the clips here i try. Superdumb.

These are a few pics to show my boredom...

Some room in school trying to mug and doing stupid stuff

And some videos...

Video 1: Poking teasers

Video 2: Opening marshmallows. V dumb (must tilt head)

Video 3: Me poking pple

Video 4: Silly influence

I m stressed yes. That is a statement, a fact, a truth. Its not fully shown yet. Wait till next wk when my teeth grow out. My papers are on 13th, 17th and 19th Dec. 2, 1, 1 papers per day respectively. Don't disturb me then. AFTER tt, heh, looking forward. my parents just came back from a 2D1N kelong thingy..like not too bad...who wanna go with me? quite cheap, quite an experience, if go..i want 3D2N. think travel lodging and food all included, less than 200? den got some special optional tours like fireflys. mushroomy farm and crabbing or wad...haha. actually now exam dampen my mood but yar..jus mentioning 1st. ha.

THey bought crabs and fish..damn fresh! Had chilli crab and sambal fish for dinner. really yummy. But cholestrol ar..haha..Becos they went away, i was home alone. So i did wad a filial daughter would do. I started going crazy in the middle of the night. so i mopped the floor and clean the stuff at 4am. Then awhile later when to slp. Next day...went to make my meal..water the plants..wash clothes, iron clothes..boil water..LOl. so the seafood treat was worth it for them huh. hah. i had a bad headache just now. wanted to eat panadol, end up after tt till now feel so giddy and i suddenly get it. i ate my dad's sugar control medi by mistake. And its a bloody 850mg per tablet dosage. I m so gonna puke now...and i drank chinese tea...dunghead. gonna get my carbon cubes to save me if i feel my bp or glucose lvl running too low. Stupid. lol. in hall now anyway, felt too comfy at home.

OK...gonna read thru' abit before deciding shld i pop carbon pills and go to bed.

*Pls. pardon me for the repetitive images of the vid, i'm lazy to correct it.

Gone with the exams, my book just had to slam.
Once and for all,
I'd move an inch to let things fall.

Creeping near the wall,
ears stick through the pores,
they hear the passing wind say,
make sure you let the judges pay.

The clock relentlessly ticking,
my heart starts panicking,
Its now one forty-one,
I bet i'm not the only one.

At last to end the night,
I schemed through the last slide,
Ask me for my next desire,
Nothing more but dreaming of my future empire.

12:41 AM